the spontaneous express

my life's a blast!

im having the time of my life ryt now..just moved to a new house and got a new job..wow!what more can i ask for?!bsyds, papi is always there to support me though sumtyms im so skeptical..hope he wont get tired of me..yeah, yeah i know.im such a cry-baby and childish sumtyms(sumtyms lng nmn e..hehe).oh!i shud not forget that my jg's christening is on saturday..boy,im so excited.im gonna be a godmom for my own nephew..he is such a cute little boy..guess wat?my wish just came true..well,im not expecting it to happen coz i know its so impossible..but it did..im so hapi so tlga.."it" made me whole again..god!ive missed "it"!!i just hope the thing wont stop..and i want to put it in the next level..hekhek!yeah im such a bad gurl..its only for a moment anyway..til here..

over it..

im no problematic anymore..guess its the best way to prevent premature aging..wehehe!well its really time to move on..anyways its bin years..im just nursing the longing to see 'him' but its no use..i guess i just have to throw it all away..

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i made the wrong move..ive just come up with a little plan to get away but i think it just made things worst..i promise myself to do it again..nxt tym,i have to be extra careful...well, im happy anyway..as long as it doesnt get into the surface..kudos for me..till nxt blog..ciao!!

doses of my sanity

1.i want to c my pipy..really cant figure out why..i wonder what he's doing ryt now..

2.eat a lot of banana-strawberry ice cream..yum-yum!!

3.get 12 hrs of sleep..just cant complete my sleep..

4.go shopping!!!my best remedy for a lonely day :(

5.go home to bulacan to see jg and sis..afterwhich my arms will be aching again for carrying jg..god he's so heavy now..

6.take a break(from u know wat i mean)..

7.drink wid my friends (paul,mark,shendel,albert and mm..mis u guys!!)

8.watch a good movie with paul (i miss this too!!)

9.freakin' out thinking bout swit..well, i have to admit i miss him also..

10.havin a dilemma what will i do nxt after this..im already starving to death,i cud eat a horse..wehehehe..im going insane..well, at least i honest..

"not here..in the hallway!"

hehehe..its after shiftim hir again in my fave place in the ofc..19th flur,pantry area...im beginning to form a habit to drop by hir after shift with azen..but now,we're a trio..paf joins us 2day..im doing my blog while watching mtv..paf is eating his snacks and azen??hmmm,busy wid the boob tube..i forgot to share an experience with azen last monday...we were going to have our picture taken for our ID..i was told by divine that is done in "hollywood".so after we have our retouch,we went directly to it..at first,we were a bit hesitant to enter so i said we should knock first..we were knocking for 48 yrs and then a pretty guy entered the room..so his initial reaction is "deadma"..then he wonder why are we in HIS office..hehehe!!!so he asked us using his cute eyes..i forced azen to answer..azen said in our native language,"magpapicture po kmi.."his answer was.."not here..in the hallway!"gosh..we were really ashamed of urselves after dat..ive practically cursed divine for giving me the wrong instruction...duh,the nerve!!we really look disgusting----so barrio!!!everytm we think of dat incident we just cant stop laughing..but take note,the guy is cute,suplado nga lng..hehehe..chickee pa rin cya..hehehe..

fuzzin' around!

its our lunch break now and our fuds were still not delivered..and im starving..omigosh,my waterbag broke..hehehe!!im hir in the 19th floor pantry area,updating my blog while watching wwf..some of my colleagues are already irritated waiting 4 the delivery..oh my!someone will be dead meat later..we will at 11..uhuh,we hav a long break 2day..ive done so many things already..ive bin 2 da podium to buy water at 7-11,smoked at the drop-off,back to rosebowl and now in the 19th floor...hehehe..i am not so a wanderer,ayt?okies..i hav to go now..ill fill u in later after shift..c yah..

imbyerna ako...

yesterday, i wasnt able to access my account and my blog because there was our pc in the ofc was disconnected..i dunno wats the reason behind it..mybe because of the heavy rain..and yesterday was really sumthng...after our shift we hav to wait for 4pm for picture taking for our id..so we stayed in the drop off to smoke and there we met some of our co-workers..hehehe!!they cant go home yet..its was raining so hard..lucky for them..but i am luckier,i got wet all-over..i was freezing to death...i thought i going to have a fever again..oh no!!!but fortunately,i am feeling a little well 2day..hehehe..its becoz i dont want to miss sumthing(?)..the lunch adventure was heaven and hell for me..heaven,,,becoz we ate my fave grilled liempo plus the sawsawan..so yummy!!hell,,,we walk very far and i perspired a lot..but we dont have to spend so much for lunch..its so affordable...im enjoying my current sked ryt now..but im not enjoying the production..it gets harder and harder everyday..its mind-boggling,nose-bleeding..watever u call it...i dont want to dwell on that...bsta i love my job..i enjoy(so much) the breaks,lunch,smoking in the drop off,laughing in the elevator and in the rosebowl,etc...enuf of it..well,i want also to express my deepest gratitude(?! hehe..)to JOJO..i know he reads my blog...he alwys prepares a reaction/comment to my blog to get back on me..damn!!i really appreciate it..he's so kind--its not because he always sends me load...bsta,i know he TRULY CARES for my sake...boy,its hard to find sumbody like you nowadays...wat wud i do if lose u??!!hehehe..i know we dont get to see each other so much but that wont change US..ayt??i hope he wont..i hav to go now..i hav to go home early to avoid the rush hour and the traffic..see yah all on my next blog..

so so def...01

i dunno wats wid him..he makes me feel im in a see-saw..i feel lyk a child..and i hate the feeling...im late for work 2day..actually i havent had enuf sleep agen..or shud i say, i didnt get sleep...the dark spots on my eyes are getting bigger and bigger...i look like a monster...and one more thing,i was in corporate attire dis day..with all the rains and heavy winds that i had encountered before i got to our building..damn!and to my dismay,we're allowed to dress down till further notice..grrrr!!!wat a tough luck!!!im planning to see relatives in qc dis wikend and meet sis and jg also dis wikend...im missing them so much..and dis day, i have learned that i shud not expect more on a person because it might get me frustrated for the rest of the day..its really a bad hair day for me..i hope its not for tomorrow...im crossing my fingers for it..

wheww!!a normal lyf...

my shift starts at nyt tym and ends in the morning..very early in the morning..but how cant i get enuf of sleep?damn!!it rily pisses me off..i miss my sis and jg so much..i rily want to be wid them..how i wish its dat easy..but i stil can say that life is so good..im starting to enjoy my job..i have the perfect colleagues..i always enjoy their company..especially when we burn our lungs out in the drop-off..im always looking forward to breaks..hehe..cuz dat time,i can go down,hang-out,relax,talk about very interesting topics wid my colleagues..nxt wik,we will be in the morning shift and im very excited about it..i wonder how's it gonna be in the early shift??hmmm..i really have to try it myself..i know i will not be bored and sleepy..our class is the best!!who will get tired of us??!!oh by the way,im planning to move near our office..cuz i cant sleep in my current domicile(if i can consider it as one)..plus the fact that i hate the "new arrivals" there..i just have to get away wid my landlady..godbless me..wahahaha!!well,wat more can i say??its a normal and happy life for me..but i still have to make a big decision on an important(?) stuff..weigh things out..list the pros and cons..watever!!!bsta i have to come up wid a good one...i dont want to cry over spilled milk anymore..i hav to stop now..i still havent sleep yet..and i look awful..wahhh!!wat ____ wud say if he see me like this...ahhh i cant bear the thought..he's a real hottie, i dont want to be left behind..i enjoy looking at him (of kors,wid out him knowing it) everytym we talk,in the elevator,walking in the hallway...plus we look good together..bwahahaha!!its my blog anyway..no contradictions pls...till nxt blog,see yah..mwahz

-wat da f*ck..am i?-

hehehe...nothing 2 write..im just so inspired 2day..boy,am i inluv?oh yes,i can say that..you 2 if u can just see my face my ryt now..as if im floating in the air...lyk im in cloud nine..hehehe..im a bit korny,dont ya think?!well, i dont care at all..all i know is im inluv...soooooo inluv......my eyes are twinkling,my lips just cant stop smiling and the song plays on and on...well,ive given all the signs..hmmm...hmmmm....i cant wait...i am just so excited as well...looking forward to it...mmmmwwwwwaaaahhhhh..thnk god...

"a new happiness"

yesterday my sis gave birth to a very cute baby boy...hehehe!!at first, i am really scared to death bcoz of her and the baby's condition but when i got to the hospital it vanished when i see baby james gabriel..whew!wat an angel..my sis kip on asking me,"is my baby cute?"hehehe..i replied,"he is and he cried so loud.."i am very tired yesterday til 2day..i dunno why?!hmmm..mybe sum1 got the answer to that...well,i am very thnkful to emhz for his unending support eventhough sumtyms i get so unreasonable that i dont want him to leave me anymore..wat can i do?he gives me strength and he always make me laugh..tnx emhz..ur a great help...i hope he wont get tired of me..hehehe..i just hope he would stop singing the stupid "trying-hard b.e.p. song"..it makes me want to throw-up..bye for now..c u all on my nxt blog..